I Really Do

I like being lonely, it beats being sad
I like being bitter, it beats being mad
I like being loud, it beats being right
I like being quiet, it beats putting up a fight
I like being sarcastic, it beats being sincere
I like eternal longing, it beats having you near
I like being teased, it beats being kissed
I like being forgotten, it beats being missed
I like having followers, it beats having friends
I like driving Porsches, it beats making amends
I like silent acceptance, it beats the push and the shove
I like being myself, it beats being in love